A satellite view of Sunset Elementary in Altus, Oklahoma, showing the school buildings and playground where childhood memories took shape.

The Smell of Summer

Learning before language

February 3, 2026

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When it got hot in Oklahoma, it really got hot.

I remember the smell of hot rubber lifting off the playground at what was then Sunset Elementary. Blue and yellow tractor tires, half-buried in the dirt, would bake until the air itself carried them. You could smell summer before you felt it.

Inside some of those tires lived big black spiders. They were terrifying. They were also part of the deal. If you wanted to climb, you accepted that fear lived inches from play.

The tires were brand new around 1983. That mattered. We were excited. The playground had doubled, and our whole world of play suddenly felt bigger.

Looking back, I see how much was taught there without anyone naming it. Improvisation. Risk. Texture. The understanding that progress rarely arrives padded or sterile, but hot, imperfect, and alive.

From orbit, it is just a field and some shapes. From memory, it is where summer smelled like hot rubber and courage meant reaching into the unknown anyway.

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