Learning

A record of formal study, failed starts, continuing education, and the return to mathematics.

Introduction

“Knowledge doesn’t simply accumulate. It reshapes the person acquiring it.”
— Matthew McClendon

My education has never followed a straight line. It has been shaped as much by failure, curiosity, and experience as by classrooms and degrees.

Each chapter answered a different question. Oklahoma State taught me I wasn't ready. Stanford rekindled my love of learning. MIT closed an important gap. I had the intuition and experience, but not the formal vocabulary to communicate it. Self-education became a genuine passion for learning, leading to forty courses and twenty-plus executive certificates.

Archival illustration representing lifelong learning, formal study, and intellectual formation

Learning, treated as an archive rather than a credential list.

1992–1994

Oklahoma State University

The burden of expectation. I arrived assuming success was inevitable, then discovered that intelligence and readiness are not the same. Physics became civil engineering, then undecided, before uncertainty took over.

2004–2018

Stanford University

For years, Stanford represented the world I wanted to be part of. What started as prestige chasing became a genuine love of learning. Improv changed how I communicate; ICME sparked my passion for data science.

2017–2026

Massachusetts Institute of Technology

MIT closed an important gap. I had the intuition and experience, but not the formal vocabulary to communicate it. Self-education became a genuine passion for learning, leading to forty courses and twenty-plus executive certificates.

2026–2031

California State University, East Bay

People often asked what I would study if I could start over at eighteen. My answer was always statistics and probability. Eventually I realized I didn't have to be eighteen to begin. A B.S. in Mathematics with a concentration in Statistics is the result.